ZHIXIANRR

2006-12-11T01:37:00.000-08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		66%
Stability		26%
Orderliness		53%
Accommodation		56%
Interdependence		63%
Intellectual		16%
Mystical		23%
Artistic		36%
Religious		16%
Hedonism		10%
Materialism		83%
Narcissism		43%
Adventurousness		16%
Work ethic		10%
Self absorbed		63%
Conflict seeking		23%
Need to dominate		36%

Romantic		56%
Avoidant		23%
Anti-authority		83%
Wealth		36%
Dependency		70%
Change averse		90%
Cautiousness		30%
Individuality		23%
Sexuality		63%
Peter pan complex		90%
Physical security		50%
Physical Fitness		64%
Histrionic		76%
Paranoia		36%
Vanity		76%
Hypersensitivity		43%
Female cliche		70%

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lame!

2006-05-28T07:59:00.000-07:00

hmm today was kinda lame! like EEEEEEAH!

its like my sis and i were like trying to imitate the hippo and dog in the Lion Sleeps Tonight video that jaycelyn sent me! hahahah :D so spastic!!
at first she was the hippo then she try to sing and act like the hippo la! then i was the dog, so i try to sing and act like the dog! :D then then we took turns, i was then the hippo then she was the dog! :D

AHAHAHA LAUGHED LIKE MAD. super funny :D i think both of us are like spastic. like EEEEEAH!

then i started clearing my cupboard. got a lot of small and childish and cute cute clothes! :D got this garfield one. like really really KAWAIIEXX NEHZZZZ! :D
and my pyjamas like so ke ai :D hello kitty, teddy bear, flowers, polka dots. ALL SO SPASTIC!! xD but all throw away lErHxX lArhXx :( cos small le. IM A GROWN UP NOW! MATURE LE! :D

yupiiex then my sis cleared her cupboard and i KINDLY went to help her! :D
that stupid girl! got a lot of damn nice clothes la! then never see her wear before! -.-"
AAARGH IM SO JEALOUS! they're all kinda small for me! :( whatever im gonna make sure she wears them so that they wont go to waste. since i cant wear, at least see other ppl wear i also shuang. :D

HMM then i practically did nothing other than irritating my mum? xD cos i was telling her i needed to go back to sch on thursday to collect report book mAhXxx. she was like HUH! ZHE ME MA FAN UH?
so of cos i was like YOU MEAN YOU DIN NOR? then she got sort of irritaed! cos she doesnt like me to say that! then she roll her eyes and point finger at me, signal to me to SHARRRUP.
butbut! i said.. "like EU nor!"

AHAHAHAHAH STUPID QUEEN COCKROACH ARE YOU READING THIS? LIKE EU NOR!

oh yea i decided that im gonna ban myself from saying the following words for the whole of june hols (except when im with jaycelyn & queen cockroach):
1. abourrit
2. sharrup
3. corride
4. coach potato
5. allowded
6. thats mean
7. AND A LOT A LOT MORE OF BROKEN ENGLISH!

cos i've decided that if im gonna say the above words, im really gonna flunk orals la! :( a lot of ppl warn me already! ppl like arathi, crystal chng, blahblahblah! a lot of ppl l!a0xX! :S so i better shuT up abouT iT. :)

yes so maybe at least for june hols i can speak uh perfect english? :D

OOH YEAH 12TH JUNE 308 CHIO EH CLASS OUTING! :D :D :D
come on say you're looking forward to it! :D
EAST COAST EAST COAST 10am to 4pm HERE WE COME!

AND AND DATE WITH PSLS (right now only got weiting the ASS, kevy and vivian xD) CHANGED TO 15TH JUNE WEDNESDAY! :D count down count down! :) im sureeeee there would be more ppl dErHx! uk trip babes we didnt forget about euu all! :D

HOLS GONNA BE REALLY REALLY FUN :D
uh, not forgetting all the stuff we have to do... 2 math ass, 1 eng essay, 3 chem ws, 2 pts? LIKE EEEEEEAH!?
` ~hAiy0ox;; _so tAo yAnxX dErHxX ]] ` **

hols!

2006-05-27T01:40:00.000-07:00

YAY HOLS :D

slept at 10.10pm last night :) I FELT SO HAPPY LA! and i fell asleep almost immediately. YAY!

went sch for spm duty :) the food was like super nice!!! argh! love it mAnxX!
anyway that STEWPIID weiting keeps calling me ASS. hmpfh!!! you more ass than me! i dont care! you are so ass! -does the cheer-

lunched with weiting (the ASS :D ) and kevy! hahaha and we were at bk. laughing like mad! lolxX. so we decided 12TH JUNE, MONDAY, WE'RE LIKE GOING OUT! so the uk trip babes can like, JOIN US TUUUUXXX!!! :D yay!

SO ANYONE FREE TO COME OUT WITH US, PLEASE TELL US ABOURRRIT! :D :D
but, we dunno what we're doing la... xD maybe like watch movie? bu zhi daoxX!

calculated my gpa! lower than 3.0 -.-" its like i aimed for a very modest 3.3 actually URGH SUCKIIEXXX. nvm, i shall work really hard in hols. i will! hahaha at least try? hee.

interim report is already lower than 3.0, i dont dare to imagine the mid yr report! :S omgosh somemore i screwed up eng & chem... =/

HOLS HOLS HOLS = RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE RIDE!!!!
oooh my lovely jaycelyn!
i like the song euuuuu sent me! UNDERNEATH MY CLOTHES =P
nownownow look underneath ur clothes? xD

LIKE EEEEAH!

2006-05-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

yay chem is finally over :D

NO MORE CHEM = WHEEHOO.

i dao & pon the tablet question, and one more question i forget orrabourrit le but its like 4 or 5 marks. hahaha OKAY IM GONNA DO BADLY FOR THIS TEST but too bad lah =/

haiya. now got chinese book report, physics assignment & math worksheetS to worry abourrr :(
im doing physics in sch tomorrow >.<

oh ya! today pe damn funny! :D pingfang and i were playing beside sorna and indera.
and the weather was liek really really HOTT! then i was like asking indera "what THUMB is it uh?" and she was like "yea actually i dunno cos its like my watch is melting over there" -points to watch-

AHAHAHA SO FUNNY! the way indera said it was super hilarious. and apparently her melted watch froze again cos in the classroom the aircon was cold -.-" SO LAME!

ooh and pingfang and i were trying to serve the volleyball in the BALLET WAY :D ahahaha sorna keeps saying we copyright her! LOL. so graceful eh? :D

ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I FOOLED AROUND WITH JAYCELYN! MISS YOU LIKE EEEEEAH you know! :D tmr got RS RS RS! maybe we could plan how to ride! like AJAJAJAJA, -blur look- im so blur about RS?

stupid pangpang say i lost weight during ss debate today -.-" how random. pangpang lost weight too, she looks so tired! aww. need some TLC? whatever mAnxX. i didnt lost weight im very sure abourrit la!

OOH AND WE WERE SINGING TODAY?!?!
im orrabourr you, im orrabourrus
no baby you never have to question my lorrve
and everrry night, therrres a new crowd
but its only you im singing abourrrr
therrre is only one these worrrds arrre going out tieuuuu
oh girrrl, im orrabourrr you

tranlsation: im all about you, im all about us
no baby you never have to question my love
and every night, theres a new crowd
but its only you im singing about
there is only one these words are going out to
oh girl, im all about you

AHAHAHAHA OM GOODIES! YAY!!! im so excited abourrit, olly?

> : (

2006-05-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

today is ONE of the worse days in my life, YET AGAIN.

everything sucks! i suck!

whatever la, the whole world is pissed with me and im pissed with the whole world. sigh.

BYEBYE I HATE MY LIFE.

get well soon jaycelyn, then we can GO FOR A RIDE! i miss you stewpid girl.

oops!

2006-05-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

today during firelighting at guides, i burnt my hair! :(

so sAd! :( its like i was bending down at my chio chio fire and blow at it mAhxXx. then i blow super hard and the fire was like WOWWWW! it was so big then burnt a bit of my hair. HMPFH! :(

next time i better be more careful! clip up all my hair! hahaha. throughout the rest of the guides session i was complaining and whining to the whole world. it was just damn gross ok! yucks yucks yucks. i was so pissed off with myself!

so when i went home today i cut my hair strand by strand! cut out all the burnt parts. then must cut both sides cos if not look so weird -.-" i can be hairdresser next time lErHxX lArhXxx!

anyway cd concert tmr!! :D

sigh.

2006-05-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

being in rg made me realise a lot of stuff.

1) hard work & diligence NEVER pays off.
2) but if you dont work hard and be diligent and mug, you will score WORSE.
3) basically, all rg papers have the same purpose: to make most of the students depressed

yup. today was a very bad day for 308. and as a three oh eighty. im of cos unhappy lArHx.

CHEM SPA
everyone was like chao worried cos all of our calculations diff. but miss chunrrr is like damn nice. i love her. yes, i thought abourrit already, and yarrrr, i lorrrve herrrr. she's just so nice. she's not out to make you fail, which is like, good.

ohyea, and i screwed calculations up, JUST AS EXPECTED.
i'll be happy if i can get 55% for spa.

RETURN OF MATH SA
i guess most of our marks, including mine, were below our expectations. its really disappointing. its like after the paper, you'll be like HMM. this test like quite okay. i think i'll at least get how many marks, blahblah. then when paper was returned, you get like so much lower than your own expectations. its just so disappointing la.

i know a lot of us worked really hard for this test. i did too. but we just dont get our ideal mark la huh. hard work just doesnt pay off, and we get like so demoralised. but i think right. we all still cant give up okiiex. it wont help la, will score worse! so my dearest three oh eighties, you all must continue working hard kAex, then all of us do better for next test :) if crying will make you feel better, go ahead. but after that, just gotta accept the marks and work harder ok?

it really hurts to see everyone so down. i want three oh eighties to be happy and as CHIO EH! (308) as always! :)

i have let a lot of people down. including myself.

jaycelyn, i love you, dont feel too bad abourrr math test. work hard for chem okiiex! we shant let chem screw us.

WALAO! another emo post.

=(

2006-05-15T08:26:00.000-07:00

1) GET WELL SOON BOYFRIEND! I WANNA LES WITH YOU IN SCH SOON OKIIEX! :D

2) CAN SOME CHIOBU TEACH ME MOLE CONCEPT?

=/

2006-05-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

im a frickin failure la.

math, chinese, chem, piano, life, everything.

when i mug for math, i worry about chinese & chem.

sigh. 18th may. im gonna get it from michelle toh. im so gonna die.
despite the fact that is SPA. despite the fact that we did titration so many times.
im just gonna screw it up,i know it.

im prepared to flunk math.
im prepared to flunk chinese. my standard is dropping like mad. mum warned me today.
im most most most prepared to flunk chem. hahaha come on, i dont get a single thing from chem lessons.

staying up till 3am 4am to mug for math just a few days before the test is no use la.
it doesnt even mean that im a chao mugger and hardworking ass. it simply means that im damn last minute and i've been a total slacker.

which i totally agree and admit.

sigh. i can seriously imagine myself getting a damn low gpa. yes, marks aint everything, but they ARE something.

yes i know i sound emo.

-xian.

AHAHAHA.

2006-05-12T09:53:00.000-07:00

did i make health check up sound like some strip tease?
if i did im so sorry! >.<

UHUH WEEK 8 IS A SCREWED UP WEEK.
so jaycelyn and i decided that week 9 is gonna be so much better, cos it couldnt get any worse. like SERIOUSLY!! :( didnt get to run 2.4 la. RAINING. -.-"

yup im gonna screw CHEM. i dont understand ANYTHING la. yanyee knows it. i just feel like sleeping during chem. i dunno why! :( sigh. whatever la my gpa gonna suck real bad. i got a bad feeling im gonna get put on probation. which means a gpa of below 2.8. and no joking, i am serious. i screw a lot of subjects already.

oh yea, math sucks! he's a serial rapist, screwing all the rg sec threes. or rather, screwing the whole of rg la. i hate math. how could he do this?!? whatever, the whole of rg secthree is gonna put math into jail on monday! :D wheehooo. so we just let math screw us for a few more days i guess... :(

JIAYOU CHIOBU HOTTIE SEXAAAY LADIES, MY DARLINGS, MY LOVES.
we're gonna get through this.
at least, we HAVE to.

screw up day! :(

2006-05-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

AHHH BABEHXX. today damn screwed up w0rxX =/ at least it was for me :(

first screw up!
woke up late! cabbed to sch and i was stoning in the taxi worrying for ss >.<

second screw up!
SS PAPER :( i seriously screwed it up :'( i spent too much time on the first question :( aargh i spent like half an hour on it?!?! cos i had mind block then dunno what to write! :(

and then second question, which required inferring, cross referring, write on reliable and non reliable, conclusion, must be done in 20 mins! :'(
WHICH WAS IMPOSSIBLE! cos i was like freaking out already w0rxX :( AAARGH DIEEE.

my handwriting damn ugly and untidy and the WORSE WORSE thing is i didnt talk much on the other side of argument AND i didnt really state my stand AND my conclusion only had ONE SENTENCE: "THUS, SOURCE B IS NOT VERY RELIABLE" no elaboration la!

DIE LA :'(

SOMEMORE RIGHT! pangpang told us the test was one hour. michelle ng told 309 that the test was one hour. in the schedule they gave to the classes, it says the paper was one hour too! then DUNNO WHY on the paper they put 50 MINUTES! :( oh gosh i bet if i got 10min more i can finish the paper! :(

SS IS GONNA BE DAMN SCREWED DARLINGGGG! :( somemore my first test only like 8/15 :(

third screw up!
ENGLISH PAPER UHUH! :( goodness. this is like the first time i didnt sleep during english paper! it was just so rush! :( dunno why also nEhXx. for the past two years i always get to sleep during english papers dErHxXx. then this paper was just CHIONGG all the way baby.

maybe its cos i dilly dally all the way for comprehension! >.<

i didnt have enough writing paper!

the summary i handed in was like, my SECOND draft lor! then i edit from there, trying to make it as NEAT as possible, but it was all in vain HAHAHA.

` zhen ta0o yAnNxX, n0o t!m3 tUu sLeeP dErHxXx.. hMpfHiiexXx! :((

oh yeah then we had a mini small 308 lunch LOL haha it was damn funny. its like pingfang always laugh laugh laugh HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! then she suddenly stop laughing, give the damn serious look and say NOT FUNNY LOR. haha so lame! ACT COOL LA PINGFANG! >.<

oh yeah health check up was like LAME! hahaha! yumin elaine claire yikai and i were like discussing about how they check for backbone. then we were wondering if needa take out bra! damn lame. but need to take out shirt l0rHx! haha! so claire was like YA YOU TAKE OFF YOUR AND WAVE IT ALL AROUND! hahah so i was like YA I WANNA TRY THAT! YIKAI YOU MUST CATCH MY SHIRT HOR! and yikai was like HUH SO I CATCH YOUR SHIRT AND YOU COME OUT TO TAKE IT, THEN GO BACK AND WEAR IT?!?! hahaha yes yikai, thats what im gonna do! LOL

wheeehooo. i didnt get checked for anything lor please -.-" to think i thought i could throw my shirt out. HAHAH. never check height, never check weight, never check backbone. somemore i plan to look damn undressed after the check for backbone! lol! cos apparently after they had their backbone check everyone looked like they just got raped?!? hair so messy, and shirt all untucked!

hmpfh! although i today go there waste time, it was JUST SO SO SO SO SO FUNNY :D :D :D

i love 308, CHIO EH! <3

UHUH!

2006-05-08T00:35:00.000-07:00

WHEEHOO PHYSICS IS OVER! :D
i couldnt clap the tigers! :( cos miss fortune wasnt beside me. but OHWELL. its over so i shant care about clapping tigers. i wont think abourrit!

NOWNOW. ss & english! i damn scared nEhxXx. :( lYk3 hEll0xXxx. i dont listen in ss or english! yanyee should know this! >.<>

can some DARLING CHIOBU HOTTIE SEXAAAAAY SWEETIE ANGEL tell me:
IS IT COMPULSORY TO CROSS REFER TO CONTEXTUAL KNOWLEDGE FOR RELIABILITY QUESTIONS?

goodness nEhxXx. some ppl say not compulsory. some ppl say compulsory! :( CAN I JUST CROSS REFER TO OTHER SOURCES OR BACKGROUND INFORMATION? cos i really cant be bothered to memorise stuff for SOURCE BASED QUESTIONS! like oHhmii3gAwDii3xX n0o wA3xXx nEhzZz. n0pii3xX w0rzZz!

and something damn funny just happened!

I was in my room lying on my bed, and my sis was at my computer.

ME: AARGH I WANT TO SLEEEEEP!
SIS: you are going to sleep.
ME: ya! cos my bed is so comfortable!
SIS: no, its cos you're mentally tormented.
ME: yes, by social studies.

:D

2006-05-05T02:53:00.000-07:00

like its finally the weekends! wheeehooo :D

ytd had bio spa! :/ and i was supposed to run 2.4km! but my flu sucked so never run l0rhXxX...
` ta0o yAnn nEhxXx.. yup so i think i running next week w0rZxX!

no guides today, so i went out with yunting peiting and char! lol. s+3wpiiD lArHxX! cos we were like saying who look like they got boyfriend. and DEAREST peiting said "XIAN LOOKS LIKE SHE GOT BOYFRIEND. AND THE BOYFRIEND IS A GIRL."

THANK YOU PEITING. trying to imply i les is it! zhen tao yan. you should know im bi! and YOU TOO! ok bies unite!

OKAY. seriously, i hate my life now and i cant wait for the hols.

!!!!!!!

2006-04-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

Scene: Living Room.
Watching Nickelodeon, Teen Nick. Just finised watching Drake & Josh.

Mum: WAH zhe xie nu hai zi dou hen piao liang hor!
Me: Of cos la all the chiobus ma.
Mum: Okay. I also want you, to be a chiobu.

and she keeps going on and on about how chio she is, then my sis and i inherit the genes. actually, i didnt inherit your genes, mum. but i think my sis did. look at her hot bod. !!!!!!!!!

AA 06!

2006-04-28T22:34:00.000-07:00

YAYY AA 06! :D

yesterday night was a blast! after settling all the refreshments stuff, we went to join rg guides :D heee and went over to the rg contingent for a while. unexpectedly, GV & SHIHUI CAME! :D i was really very shocked nEHxX! and KOK came as promised :)

OH OH! and then i saw MARCUS NG AIK WEI!!! omgosh omgosh. CUTE LITTLE SEC ONE SCOUT :D i thought last yr july would be the first & last time to see him can! >.<>

IT ROCKED. everyone was just super super enthu :D i felt that like everyone was aiming for best supporting can! :D lol. first was the sec ones' dance! I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS, THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THIS. I DONT KNOW WHO YOU ARE, BUT YOU MUST BE SOME KIND OF SUPERSTAR! :D sec ones you're our superstars :) well done babes!

and the skit started! GIRAFFE WAS SO KAWAIIEXX NEHZZ! :D chiobu la you! :D AND CHERYL WONG YOU WOMAN! so hip! :D coool man!

THEN THEN THE GAME! next top model! GOODNESS. the ri scout was damn gay! >.<>

the guest performace by acsi scouts was wonderful mAnxXx. it was damn pro! really really super super pro w0rxX. like seriously! ahhhh! everyone was like so shocked! eyes big big de.

HAIYA but refreshments people missed our seniors' songs & dance :( SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SAD. i wanna see chiobus can! :D

AND REFRESHMENTS :) it was like quite cool! haha i forced a lot of ppl to eat my sandwich. ITS NICE OKAY! SUPER SUPER NICE! :) its like everyone said it was nice w0rxX! and i think refreshments was quite a success in the end. cos according to weiting some scout said sth like "this is the best refreshments i ever had"!! :D WHEEEHOOO. well done babes :)

AND THEN CLEAR UP DEBRIEF GO HOME! :) YAYY AA ROCKED. im starting to miss AA now! CANT WAIT FOR AA07! :) stares at batchmates!

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR AA NOTES/PRESENTS! REALLY THANK YOU W0RXX! :D just read my AA notes. was SUPER EXTREMELY ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY VERY TOUCHED :') cry le w0rxXx. you babes uh. really melt my heart :D

RG GUIDES ROCKS!

OHHMIIEGAWDIIEXXXX

2006-04-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

wheeehoooo!

TOMORROW IS AA! YAYYY! :D
Raffles Guides 01 02 03 Annual Assembly 06: Walk of Fame

lyk3 oHmii3gAwDIi3xX nEHzZ sHo gL4m w0RzZ!

I CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT :D everyone must must must eat my sandwiches ok! :D

yay! :D whoooohoooo. still writing notes. havent did presents yet! >.<
im not doing any hmwk today nEhxX! :D im just AA, AA, and more AA today :D

see uh. you think ABOURRIT.
homework is DAILY.
AA is YEARLY.
which one more important? aint it obvious? :D

OHWELL! hahaha i screwed chem today AGAIN AS USUAL :) did titration 4 times, all exceed end point. i think michelle toh damn pissed with me w0rxXX. sorry chiobu!

AND AND omgosh BIO! :D the only hmwk we did was bio. lol ytd everyone go home, go find pics of 5 chiobus, then go slp lErHxX! my chiobus all damn sexaaaaay! :D lYk3 t0dAllii3xX oKii3xX! damn hot one w0rxXX! all the chiobus. AAAAAHHHHH!

then we watched some videos of anorexic girls :( so sad w0rxX. i think its damn bad to be anorexic. :( just be normal, babes! :D eat! cos you live to eat to live to eat! :D eating is. a blessing :) YUM :D

i dont understand MATH :'( was so stressed. sigh GRAPHS. looks like i can never understand you. i try! but it was all in vain. :(

ANYWAYZXZXXXX. we had MAKE UP LESSON today for aesthetics! :D sHo kEwLxXx w0rZz? AHAHAHA. yenlin had super thick make up! lol. dunno what the lady did to her nEhxXx! lol. despite washing my face i still have mascara on my eye lashes la! like oHmii3gAwDii3xXx nEhzZz. like quite sticky! lol.

ALRIGHTIIEXXX! back to AA notes & presents :) I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

mixed emotions

2006-04-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

like okay.. im gonna start an expo essay like now!

my stand is TODAY SHALL BE THE LESBIAN DAY!
thesis statement is COS TODAY I HEAR/SAY/DO LOADSA LES STUFF!

first point!
morning. kok told me RU GUO DE SHI is a lesbian song! oohlala. like i was really convinced by her lor. the lyrics and stuff. and and somemore according to her in the mv they were like lesing around! >.< ok then i kept singing to bird cos i wanna les her w0rz! EH PLS LA! she sent me this song first nEhzZ! obviously she was trying to imply sth! LOL!

second point!
ehhh. i dunno w0rzZ. i kept lesing around with yanyee? but i do that everyday alright. maybe today was just exceptionally high profile nEhxX. cos tiddy saw me lesing yanyee then she stare at us, looking pretty disgusted! and mrs ang was like "yes theodora are you thinking?" HAHAHA!

third point!
recess. i les around with peiqi but OH FINE she rejected me. whatever la! you're not the only one i've got. LOL. i rmb lesing a bit with bird! heheh.

fourth point!
RS. me and bird flirt all the way. les les les. AHAHAHA! like totally la! stewpid girl. the die so nice w0rzZ! thankew nEhzXx! IF YOU LOVE ME, YOU DONT HAVE TO PLEASE ME. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY NATURALLY!

conclusion!
TODAY SHALL BE LESBIAN DAY. like, international lesbian day? anything!

BOOOO. tomorrow history test. i damn blur dunno anything w0rzZz. sigh. AND somemore r!+3xX. im damn damn damn stressed. im just so so so so so sick of EVERYTHINGGGG.

heh.

2006-04-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

oh nox! i feel lYk3 a l0$eR w0RzZ! :(

i switch on my fan power 2. for one hr le w0rz. but i dont feel anything. WHY?
well, cos it was facing the other direction. didnt blow to me n3hxX.

-.-" HOW STEWPID W0RZ! >.<

ANYWAY thank you tUdii3xX fer hElP!n9 mWeE eDii+ mW3e bLo9 w0rz! lol. eUuU sHo n!c£ w0rzZ.

haiya. a lot of hmwk undone nEhx. history. math. chinese. OH GOSHH :( i think this week no early nights again w0rzZ. upcoming weeks got loadsa tests nEhxX :(

you wont admit you love me.
but if you do, i'll tell you i love you too.

WHEEEEHOOOO

2006-04-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

YTD RI01 CAMPFIRE W0RXX!

yayy it was damn fun nEhxX! lol. the king had limited vocab?! "ATROCIOUS!" "THIS IS ATROCIOUS!" hahaha! :D

this yr campfire got atmosphere nEhx! cos unlike last yr's campfire, which was held in their hall, and wasnt that high (nevertheless there was atmosphere w0rxX! kEwLzZ) but right! this yr in some open and hot place! and and GOT ATMOSPHERE YAYY YAY! everyone sHo eNtHu (N2) like nitrogen like that! :D

we were aiming for best supporting award nEhx! but we didnt geddit! heeeeheeee. BUT HEY WE WERE NOMINATED FOR IT! :D

ahh it was just total fun :)

AND AND AND. i see other ppl campfire so fun w0rzZ. it t0dAllii3xX reminds me that..
OUR VERY OWN CAMPFIRE COMING SOON TOOO! :D :D
friday friday! 28th april! kEwLxX m4nZz. LUBCHHXXX.
i really really cant wait for RAFFLES GUIDES 01 02 03 ANNUAL ASSEMBLY 2006.

love, XIAN XIAN XIAN XIAN XIAN XIAN XIAN IS DAMN XIAN NOW.

WEEKEND!

2006-04-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

i love weekends. finally the end of a week nEhx. PHEW. this week has been so so so super screwed. first time i cried so much in a week. sucks! :( thanks all my babes that listened to me and talked to me and made me feel better and i love you all and muacks muacks and lUbBcHxX lUbBcHxX w0rxX! you all know who you are nEhx :D

today was SLACK. we only had 2 lessons that were in class. history and math. i was sleeping during history! so b0ring nEhxX. the atmosphere was just so dead. there were only like a few people alive w0rx! :(

math was like quite ok! i love mrs ang. she's kAwAii3xX nEhxX! i love her m4nzZ :D

oooooh rs was like sexaaaaay. bird was apparently trying to please me nEhxX. but i just kept suaning her like mad! LOL! the quote of the day is: if you love me, you dont have to please me. you make me happy naturally. IT RHYMES W0RX!

hmm. tomorrow got ri01 campfire w0rXx. hope it would be gd mAnXx! lol. im gonna sleep now lErHxX w0RxX! very tired for this s+3wpiiD week.

I LOVE THE SONG JOLENE SENT ME!! wheehooo! :D

And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased

Oh, how I see your star
Shinin' down on me
And I'd do anything
If I could just, be right there where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again we'll be dancin' in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin' back at me
Only then will I be free
Then I will be free, so take me where you are

Now baby there are times when selfishly
I'm wishin' that you were here with me
So I can wipe the tears from your eyes and make you see
That every night while you are dreamin'
I'm here to guard you from afar
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and dream of where you are

oHhmii3gAwdii3xX w0rxX d!sHh s0n9 r0rkiiExX nEhxX! ` lUbBcHii3xX! ((: *

RAFFLES BOOK DAY.

2006-04-20T05:10:00.000-07:00

today was preddy kEwLxX nEhzZ! ppl dress up as very amusing and shocking stuff w0rx! like there were ppl dressing up as dementors, so they wore trash bag! then got ppl wear pyjamas w0rx!

308 rocks nEhxX! our book was MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA :p
wheehooo! we had some geishas nehx. s+3wpId sipei woman! gimme the kimono is 6 yr old wear de! zhen tao yan! lol. it was like frickin short w0rxX. sharon siow stare at mWeE nEhzZ.
"hmm. some of your skirt is quite short..." DIRECT QUOTE. yup today she made us laugh again cos of her powderful england nehx). physics class has become some kinda joke or sth? AHAHA.

yay. i think our class had the most outstanding costume! :D and its like great adherance to theme too w0rxX. :D

i didnt forget abourrit.. :)
HAPPY BDAY JOANNE LUO HUI YI GORGOR!
my gorgor from sec1! i miss you gorgor. do you miss didi! i bet you do! :D miss your laughter, your voice, your everything, just YOU :D you make me laugh and smile and go crazy and be happy and damn horny. lol. gorgor! you are sexciting, sexhilarating, sexaaaaayrousing, and yes, sexawesome :D i love you gorgor! good luck for competition! :)
*aiyeeer i censor so much >.<

ooooh someone's bday today also n3hXx!
HAPPY BDAY ADOLF HITLER! lol.

hahaha. today's cooking was a bit screwed! heeee. sorry yen! lol. i damn clumsy w0rxX.
the soup rockx nehx! salty salty de w0rz :D

history handouts are not reader-friendly at all. in big big big long long long chunks of words. and the english so cheem i dont understand. i rather they use lian language. shok hooooon! you uh.. zhen tao yan! i like priscilla ang's nice and neat notes nehx. (ALLITERATION!)

s!gHxX.

2006-04-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

no more tears already.
this week is screwed.

dont talk abourrit.

on a brighter note. sipei got me a hooker kimono omgosh.
lol. damn short nehzz. must bring cam tmr w0rx :)

love, oops i mean lUbBcHhxX, xian.

ALRIGHT.

2006-04-18T03:04:00.000-07:00

everything/everyone has changed.

WHATEVER WILL BE, WILL BE.
THE FUTURE'S NOT OURS TO SEE.

heaven makes a sport out of people.
be fair okay. you took so much away from me. give me some other stuff. that i really really want.

cant wait for thursday :D
308 WOULD BE A CLASS OF GEISHAS OR DANNAS! wheehoo. peiting wanna be my first customer w0rx. you are first...after my danna claire :p

I LOVE THREE EIGHTIES. OOH WE'RE SO OLD? >.<

ytd's mathetainment was FRICKIN FUNNY!

the most EROTIC number is 2110593.
WHY?

cos when 2 person becomes 1 and they dont pay special at10tion, in less than 5 weeks they will realise that in 9 months there's gonna be 3 people!

DO YOU ALL GET IT? :D

if not for three eight i dont even wanna come to school. LUBCHIIEXX!

YAY :D

2006-04-13T05:50:00.000-07:00

omgosh TODAY DAMN FUNNY W0RZ?!

hmm i cant rly rmb. but ENGLISH WAS FUNNY BABE! omgosh. we all came up with crazy ideas man. i LUBCHX claire's speech. the one about HORNY FROG, LAME FROG, and some PRINCE ASS FROG?! hahaha super funny! then nana baby ask me "EH ZHIXIAN HORNY FROG YOU WANT?!" oohlala yes baby i want it like t0dAllii3xX MY TYPE W0RZ?

CHEM WAS BORING. oh gosh babe i was slping in class LA. pingfang was like "ZHIXIAN WAKE UP!" hmm but not very useful! after i woke up i still went back to slp! HEHEH! i tried to stay awake! can ask yanyee lor! i tried BRAIN GYM! laughed a bit only, not enough! yanyee and i were being so.. i dunno what to say nEhx. pinnafore is just not sexaaay enough la babe!

during chem i super sleepy
her lessons i always no energy.
i think she saw me sleeping
but sorry lesson is just too boring.

really sorry mrs toh.
actually you're quite chio.
but during your lessons i cant concentrate,
and i dunno whats gonna happen to my grades.

AHAHAHA RHYMES ROCK. i miss lit m4nZz.

and omgosh omgosh MATH the stewpid graphic calculator. yanyee and i screwed it up! hee. OHWELL. it was pretty kEwLxX. OH YES. cos mrs ang was telling us she came back from KL! then after class she was leaving for KL again. but i heard GEYLANG. omgosh l0rHxX. then when she was walking out of the door i said damn loudly "HAVE FUN IN GEYLANG!" damn funny mAnxX. i dunno why i said it lArhXx! >.<>

AESTHETICS ROCKED! yayy! today was the very first time in my entire life i didnt screw up cooking! :D tell me i rock! lol. kEwLxX man I LOVE MY SUSHI rocks babe! :D

i really laugh a lot in rg, but i get so stressed cos of rg too.
RG! I HATE YOU, BUT I LOVE YOU! whatever!

ORA

2006-04-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

today was OH RAH ORA

just wanna thank you BABES man. lUbBcHxX :)
CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER!
eileen for the SUPER YUMMY COOKIES!
yenlin for the ROSE? eh we're supposed to share it! how come end up i bring back!
xiner for the BALLOONS!
peiting& yunting for the BIG BIG BIG TEDDY BEAR :D
kevy for the CUTE BALLOON :)
EVERYONE who bought stuff from psb, guides & the joan chan project booths :D
thank you thank you :)

ORA WAS SUCCESSFUL, PSB & GUIDES ALL PROFITTED! YAYYYY LUBBCHHXXXX <3

PSB ROCKS. without you all, i think ora would be boring for me. cos of ALL OF YOU BABES i had fun kay THANK YOU THANK YOU!
its like i totally DONT regret joining psb man :) i just feel so happy during psb stuff. :D i love psb la! lubchhx. it was fun just walking arnd and singing songs telling others to buy our YUMMY sandwich :) we just rock! :D yay! i just feel so glad and honoured to be in psb man. just love all of you. MUACKS!

today i was just really really touched! especially by peiting&yunting AND AND kevy :) thanks babes. you all rock la! i mean, i cant believe i left rj holding three balloons, a red rose, a loaf of bread, and giant teddy bear that was three quarter of my size! i must have looked so blissful and loved! :)

I LOVE ALL OF YOU KAY.

but today i really damn sian. yenlin i love you okay no matter what you geisha. LUBBCHHXX :D i mean, because life sucks, we wont fall off the earth. but i rather life rock and we get very unstable and shake all over la.

Yucks!

2006-04-06T06:39:00.000-07:00

YUCKS YUCKS. today sucked babe.
first was bio lab WITH CLAIRE! claire rocks! :D but bio lab was boring, i wanted to slp. and the thought that chem lab was after bio lab simply made me depressed! :'(

okii3xX then CHEM LAB! :( everyone was so super super super SIAN. we all had the "I JUST WANT CHEM LAB TO QUICKLY END" look. lol. claire & i kena scolded by michelle toh. OHWELL. im so used to her scolding le, so it was just like ANY OTHER CHEM LESSON. haha! i really hope she quickly give birth to her babe! then no more mood swings!

chinese was not that bad! im starting to like laoshi! :D its damn weird. at first i LOVED michelle toh. now i dont really like her. at first i DISLIKED priscilla ang. now i quite like her. at first i HATED laoshi. now i LOVE her! argh! i think she's quite chio la! and she quite small and CUTE :D she also quite funny uh! chinese lesson sure will laugh one :D

ok PHYSICS ROCKED BABE. lol! i have a lot of quotes. babes who wanna see, TELL ME! yanyee and i were like trying to recall all her quotes LOL.

yanyee you rock! :D you and i always have fun together in class de. just keep laughing like some crazy ppl just released from woodbridge. hahaha! :D OKAY...CLUCK CLUCK. YOU CHICKEN UH. YOU COWARD.

its like, SO HAPPENING?
my one dollar coin is like SO HAPPENING?

UNTITLED LA.

2006-04-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade

i dont need to conquer the whole wide world,
so dont force me.
and i aint a little superhero girl.
nevertheless, SAVE ME.

MONDAY.

2006-04-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

how boring can a MONDAY get: first day of the week, bio + chem consecutive, long day with only recess (NO LUNCH!)

thus everyone was soooo sian BUTBUT i was feeling exceptionally hyper COS i slept very late and if i dont hyper i know i'll just DIE for the entire day uh. so, in the morning i started singing bu de bu ai in a super super violent way. AHAHA. i know yanyee was amused. yanyee, the fun merely started!

yup ss was erm.. SICKO? or rather yanyee and i were being sick during ss. its like, we just started scribbling on pieces of paper la! and pangpang knew so she came over and looked at us. and she made is SO SO SO OBVIOUS. but yanyee and i didnt even bother to keep the paper lor. =/ or rather she came too abruptly we didnt have time to keep the paper heehee.

i spent the whole of pe flirting with peiting. HAHAHA. yala you CHIO w0rx! :p and its quite freaky to keep swinging your arms lor! its like, what if you swing swing swing then your whole arm just swing away! then you see one arm flying in the air damn freaky la!

chem was just terrible. trust me. michelle toh made me feel super stupid. she made me feel like a total noob+loser! but ohwell. they say maybe its cos she's pregnant then got mood swings lor =/ i hope she quickly give birth then no more mood swing! but seriously today i was like $%"!*& pissed BUT later as i thought ABOURRIT, its not her fault l0rhx.

got back history! :( i think i just suck at humanities or sth?

JUST HAD A VERY AMUSING CONVO WITH MY GERI BABY.

i said something really really sick! and the convo went like this:

geraldine (: eek! all my WSs got wet just now! how to submit hw? lol. [run-keepgoing.blogspot.com] :
lol disgusting

XIAAAN 308! TIE TWO PONYTAILS TO SCH TOMORROW! :
you changed.

XIAAAN 308! TIE TWO PONYTAILS TO SCH TOMORROW! :
you never said it was disgusting!

XIAAAN 308! TIE TWO PONYTAILS TO SCH TOMORROW! :
you always found it FUN!

geraldine (: eek! all my WSs got wet just now! how to submit hw? lol. [run-keepgoing.blogspot.com] :
OH YEAH I FORGOT I WAS JUST JOKING!

geraldine (: eek! all my WSs got wet just now! how to submit hw? lol. [run-keepgoing.blogspot.com] :
ITS DEFINITELY AROUNSING

geraldine (: eek! all my WSs got wet just now! how to submit hw? lol. [run-keepgoing.blogspot.com] :
ESP WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUUU

geraldine (: eek! all my WSs got wet just now! how to submit hw? lol. [run-keepgoing.blogspot.com] :
((:

ahaha I JUST LOVE YOU LA GERI! you can act les damn well k! :p thats why whenever i see you i just come and in just a few seconds im all over you.

oh man today im damn horny. had a sicko convo with gv too! what the sex! :D

urgh

2006-04-02T10:44:00.000-07:00

its like, 1.45am now! good morning.

just sort of finished chionging bio journal and STEWWWPID chem pt i cant believe michelle toh actually gave us the pt to do. like omgosh la ok. hello babe 2 days to do pt w0rz?! and she was like super bent on giving it to us cos she came all the way to our class to give us that frickin PT.

by the way i thought she mentioned something about doing it on GOOD FRIDAY but its like the whole world says its due tmr (or rather today) and everyone's chionging so i take it that she said the due date is today and im super pissed with her la!

i just copy and paste everything from all the sec2 ppt slides. cant be bothered. HECK LA i super sian le.

today i did a lot of thinking while chionging pt cos i kept stoning. then my thoughts just wander. and i finally realise, my life is super screwed. it really is. its screwed to the extent that i really wish i could just turn back time and be a small little baby and start life all over again. there are so many things i regret doing. and its like super sad. super wasted. like just a teeny weeny bit and it would have been much better. we always say stuff like
I SHOULD HAVE.....
IF ONLY I....
if only i had a time machine, i would turn back time and make sure everything turns out the BEST.

school is screwed too. and its screwed to the extent that sometimes i really feel like transferring school. like really EVERYTHING. not just work. its terrible. work + A LOT OF OTHER MISCELLANEOUS STUFF YOU BABES DONT WANNA KNOW. im just so sian already. why cant we just stop it la. work is enough to drive all of us crazy. with this, we're just adding some extra burden to ourselves. hey look, we aint machines. we're humans, made of blood&flesh just like anyone. why cant we just be happy&gay&harmonious&peaceful&caring&loving&just love everyone.

like i really dunno why im doing this la ok. psb gm left me with a lot of thoughts. sometimes i just get soooo sick&tired i ask myself "whats the point of all these, really." yup. whats the point baby? i bet no one can give a super good&satisfactory answer. okok thats sort of PHILO already so NEHmind. but seriously i just feel super aimless&STEWWWPID doing all these.

im screwed. and i dont even know WHY im helping you, when i know you wont appreciate it, when i know you dont care, when i know even if i help you it wont change your impression of me, when i know what im doing is totally useless, when i know 200% of what i do is yet, sadly, still less than 0.01% of what others say.

why wont you believe me. why are you so doubtful. you know&i know, YOU know me well enough. I know you well enough too. WE know each other well enough. theres a bond between the both of us. it was unbreakable, but cos of what others said you made it weaker&weaker day by day, and now its broken. but theres still a part of it attached to me, a part of it attached to you.

are you sure, that 200% of what i do is uncomparable to 0.01% of what others say?

i bet it is, to you. cos you already almost put behind all your past. all OUR past. everything. you dont remember, or perhaps you choose not to remember. but i bet you know how im feeling now, i bet you know how you yourself are feeling now. what is this. some kinda game? dont play already. im afraid its getting grave&serious&real. im scared&insecure&doubtful. stop it fast&quick. please.

AHAHAHA this is an emo post, aint it. i bet you babes didnt expect XIAN to be like this.
ps: im not suffering from some BGR/GGR/BBR/lovey-dovey problem. really really. its something else.

i'll leave all of you with a question:
WHATS THE POINT?

OMGOSH!

2006-04-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

I GOT A CRUSH! THIS AINT NO BELATED APRIL FOOLS JOKE!

lol. i crush my cousin. he's pri1! studying in punggol pri sch. love him mans. SOOO CUTE. i know he'll grow up to be damn handsome next time. YAY! omgosh k. he got super super ong eye lashes. will curl up one! and he got single eyelids! how unique, most guys got double eyelids. I LOVE MY COUSIN. really really SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE! and he's like MONITOR okay. pro-ness w0rzZz! :D

BU DE BU AI! i still love this song. my mum says i been singing it for two months le! whatever!

HUI BU HUI YOU YI DIAN WU NAI?
HUI BU HUI YOU YI DIAN TAI KUAI?
KE SHI NI GEI WO DE AI
RANG WO YANG CHENG LE YI LAI
XIN ZHONG CHONG MAN AI DE JIE PAI!

yayyy :D tian tian dou xu yao ni ai, wo de xin si you ni cai, I LOVE YOU, wo jiu shi yao ni rang wo mei tian dou jing cai.

perfect man.

YAY!

2006-03-31T05:02:00.001-08:00

IM LIKE HAPPY W0RXX! you ask why! because!
PHYSICS TEST OVER LE NEHXX! TODALLY BABE! :D

yay! this physics test is the first test i know im gonna screw this yr. BUT OHWELL ITS OVER! :) what im worried is uh. when she returns the paper. hahaha

okiiex so ANYWAYZZZZ. now everyone say i ahlian w0rx :( BUTBUT you all know i only act ma! :/ IM NOT LIANZ. somemore today i carry PHYSICS TEXTBOOK TO SCH, where got lianxx! NERD LAH! lol.

oh ya. im going to watch the hollaback crew tomorrow! anyone going too? :D heee. i cant wait cant wait! -gets damn excited- LOL.

by the way by the way. pangpang taught us new brain gym thingy that day. HAHAHA. like dunno how AMAZING w0rx?!

TOMORROW IS APRIL FOOLS DAY! :D
i still rmb how, during sec1, we pissed miss ha off when we changed the time of the class clock then when she came into class we told her it was 3pm and that class was over! and she was sooo pissed :(
i still rmb how, during sec2, we exchanged class with 207 and made poon and mizar a bit confused, but in the end they still knew we were tricking them!

i kinda miss poonpoon. i think she's cute.
i kinda miss laulau. i think he's damn fun to bully.
i kinda miss taytay. i think she's so weird. her poogle hairstyle & shiny eye shadow rocks.
i kinda miss limlim. the teddy bear on his shirt is damn cute.
i kinda miss haha. the way she nods is damn funny.

i kinda miss lower sec life. how slack! how fun! how hilarious! how rowdy! how sick! how horny! how TOUCHY! how sexciting! :D
I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF 206!
everyone, like really really. aargh. iie lUbBcHhxX aLL 0rFf eUu!!

of course, 308 rocks also nEhxX! i think we're a coolio & hip class mAnzZ SEXAAAAAAY! :D
whole day laugh laugh laugh! like really really everyone just rocks.

OMGOSH I FORGOT TO MENTION SOMETHING DAMN HILARIOUS W0RXX! :D
claireeeeeee! you damn funny babe! :D

THAT DAY DURING LAB! we were like doing this experiment! then we had to mix red dye with water i think!
so claire added the red dye to the test tube filled with water, and she started mixing with the glass rod! mix mix mix. then she and i talk talk talk chat chat chat!

then like she suddenly lifted up the test tube. and its like, NO MORE RED DYE WITH WATER!! why? cos the test tube got HOLE! then all the red dye with water leaked on her pinnafore! :(

LOL!!! damn funny babe! we were all like LAUGHING LIKE SOME MAD & CRAZY PEOPLE!
i think she stir too hard le la! then after that we put water into the broken test tube. and the way the water leaks out of the test tube is sickoooo. -GRINS AT PINGFANG-

HAHAHA. then i took the broken test tube and tried to imitate claire. so i started stirring with glass rod in the test tube. then after that i lift up the tst tube, THE GLASS ROD WAS LIKE PERTRUDING OUT OF THE TEST TUBE!!

cos i stir too hard also! then i made the hole bigger and the small broken glass bits were like on my pinnafore :(

AND SO IT WAS SO FRICKIN HILARIOUS!

then laine wanted to take a look at the test tube with glass rod still in it! and i was trying to pass it to her while laughing like someone who just escaped from woodbridge! and then we were trying to take out the glass rod la! then we laugh around fool around mess around, THE GLASS ROD DROPPED ON THE FLOOR AND BROKE!!

AHAHAHAHA! i think lab was just so funny la! so our whole bench shared the cost of the test tube and glass rod. LOL. 20cents each person. we pay for the fun time we had, no for those broken stuff! HAHAHA :D

PHYSICS

2006-03-29T07:42:00.000-08:00

OH BABES! physics driving me crazy nEhxX. :'(

i was totally emo and sad and depressed during stupid physics lesson which was SADLY FIRST BLOCK OF THE DAY. :( sigh its already the last lesson before the test, and i still dont get anything. actually, none of us do. WHYY MAN. we all tried to understand to comprehend. to conceptualise to internalise. UHUH BUT STILL NOTHING GETS INTO OUR BRAIN.

i really wanna give up! but on the other hand i wanna do well for this test. but HOW? i dont get kinematics. graphs. its like what she wasy saying were like some ALIEN LANGUAGE! i understand bits here and there and i cant piece them together.

and then i had this crazy idea. was telling yunting. LETS ALL HAND IN BLANK PAPER AS A CLASS! ohwell but its 15%! cannot la. too much :(

if i could i would make physics very extremely physical.
dont think wrong! i only meant sitting closer to your physics testbook and notes!
HAHAHAHAHA

IF LIFE DOESNT SUCK, WE WOULD ALL FALL OFF THE EARTH.

HAHAHA

2006-03-28T02:41:00.000-08:00

today was fun babe! :D chem was boring and sleepy so whatever, i know i'll flunk chem. SPA, EOI, PT, EOY. everything!

ANYWAY! so during chinese, i totally left my textbook in locker la! heheh. and i didnt wanna let the tchr know cos i would have to copy the passage 5 times! some punishment. argh!

so i totally told her i wanted to go toilet :D and i went to open my locker and take out my textbook! then i put it under my shirt! LOL. and i went to toilet to see if it was too obvious. :p
aiya i wanted to fold the textbook and put in my pocket de! then i tuck out my shirt and cover it. but the pocket too small la! lousy culottes! heee.

yup so i went toilet and made sure it wasnt too obvious! and i went back to class HUGGING my stomach (cos i needed to support the book to make sure it wont fall down!) and apparently immediately i step into the class i was like smiling/grinning then they all knew i did something sneaky! LOL! :p luckily teacher didnt find out! or else i DIE. hahaha im still so amused by myself la!

btw math pt was like traumatising! i was freaking out! BUT ANYWAY we did it so YAY! :D sH0 k3wLxX w0rzZ :)

HMM career guidance was cRapP w0rXx! haha pingfang and claire la. greet the speaker then never greet rona tan. so naughty nEhxX! still wanted to sit down somemore! TSK! then i said i so guai l0rHxX. then my danna claire said "guai what guai la everyday flirt!" HEHEH eh although i flirt with so many ppl in sch, you KNOW my heart is with you! <3

I HATE DOING WORK. ANY WORK.
I HATE WORK. I LOVE SLACK.
BUT THE MORE I HATE IT I GET MORE OF IT.
OKAY, I LOVE WORK.
DO I GET LESS OF IT?
PLEAAAAAAASE.
CANT STAND IT.

lUbBcHhXx, xiaaaan.

First Day of School w0rZz!

2006-03-27T02:16:00.000-08:00

okiieX! today first day of sch mAnZz. the highlights of today are.. i dunno also. maybe the return of eng and ss papers? hee. and we thought miss ang would return our bio papers! scary nEhXx! but luckily she didnt return :) screwed up both english and ss la. really so loser l0rHxX :( ss is like %$!&^%# AAARGH. first test only kA3xX.

aN!wA3zZ. tomorrow got history! chinese! hope the papers wont be returned w0rXx. if not i'll like have a heart attack uh. heheh.

HMMM physics test this week. IM LIKE SO SO SO SO SO SCARED KAY. hello? i seriously DONT understand a single thing about physics. how about you? do you understand anything ABOURRIT? well, i dont understand anything ABOURRIT. hey i listen in physics class but i just dont geddit la. I TRY KAY! that time i even stayed back during lunch to attend her extra lesson but YEA. i still didnt geddit. it was expected actually. how to understand anything from her w0rxX.

PHYSICS PHYSICS. not physical at all :p LOL. i wish physics could be more physical! and the whole class gets physical with everyone during physics! then i would be able to understand and surely score damn well. i demo also can! at geylang uh. haha i wont mind having lessons at geylang. maybe for CLE also! yes you all know what we're learning for cle now! :p

anyway i think j toh really rocks man. i cant stand it! i just feel so so so lucky to have him as our cle teacher. :D J TOH ROCKS! yay! he's just so amusing la. LOL. like, he was telling us how slack and procrastinating he was :) YAY. its good being SLACKER and PROCRASTINATOR.

thats the attitude. thats the spirit. work so hard for what! LOL okok whatever. i told myself to be a nerdy mugger/mugger nerd at the start of sec3. so cannot forget! okay, we'll see. how long can the mugger mode last? its wearing off now la =/

Hee.

2006-03-24T04:56:00.000-08:00

seven random facts about me:
1. i have loads of hmwk undone
2. im wearing green!
3. i want to eat ice cream now
4. i lost my voice! now so sexaaaaay
5. im going to sch tomorrow!
6. i think ballroom dancing is sexaaaay and hot
7. i like the aH l!aNzZ lAn9uAG3

seven celebrity crushes:
1. OLIVER JAMES hottie hottie hottie
2. tata young. she's sexaay
3. no
4. more
5. l!4oZ
6. l0rHxX
7. :D

seven qualities i want in a boyfriend/girlfriend:
1. HMMM! must be damn sweeeeet like candy like that.
2. keep me company 24/7! :D
3. taller than me!
4. POSER.
5. caring! aww
6. can read my mind. TELEPATHY!
7. MUST BE ABLE TO STAND THE AHLIAN LANGUAGE W0RXx. cos i use it so so so much :)

seven things that scare me:
1. getting hopes high for nothing.
2. dao ppl
3. pissed ppl
4. depressed ppl
5. getting scolded!
6. a lot a lot of work :(
7. creepy crawlies

seven random songs at the moment:
1. BU DE BU AI! luBbcHhxX iit mAnZz.
2. written in the stars
3. make it happen
4. call him mine
5. catch your wave!
6. dont forget about us (cos geisha was singing it in sch today!)
7. i believe

seven things i like the most:
1. staying up late just slacking
2. SINGING BU DE BU AI! :D
3. eating
4. fooling around and being sick and horny! :D
5. shouting across places
6. laughing
7. talking LOUDLY

seven things i plan to do before i die:
1. see my sis get a bf and get married! cos my sis so hot what! :D
2. same as yunting w0rx. fall in love! :D
3. not married first la! -stares at yunting- GO ON DATES. ~~AT GEYLANG.~~
4. THEN get married
5. name my son (if i have one) IAN SEAN _____
6. see my children get married TOTALLY
7. i dunno leh. uh eat a lot a lot and enjoy life!

seven things i say the most:
1. hey babe!
2. lUbBcHhXx eUuUu w0rXx!
3. totally!
4. gotta go geylang le. room 2916.
5. haha
6. hello
7. damn sian leh.

seven people to do this to0:
1. naaaat
2. kevy!
3. char
4. GV!
5. yen
6. shaun! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LA YOU GOT MISS ME? :D
7. shane!

come to think of it i really miss you leh shaun and shane. you two babes really rock. its like i miss all your voices :) you two are the cutest cutest cutest twins i ever ever met. really really. i love you all kay! :D

i miss shuna's "HAND IN JIAN BAO!" and "AH PEI AHH!!" oh oh and your "AIYO!" heheh MY SHAUN! :D everytime see each other always "DARLINGGGGG!" love you man. AND YOUR SPECS SUPER FUNKY AND COOL! :D i rmb doing math pt with you la YOU SO PRO WOMAN! cant stand you! good at everything! im so jealous uh! OH YES AND I CAN STILL RMB HOW POON POON LOVES YOU LA! whole day "SHI ANN!" heee, ROCK ON SHAUN DARLING :D

hahaha i miss shara's "HURHUR!!" the way you laugh is super cute leh! :D and your "AN AN!" i rmb me and you always always had the same score for math :D i enjoyed sitting with you! really really. you were so enthu and efficient abt everything LOVE YOU! oh no i hope kok doesnt come and kill me, but nevertheless i LOVE YOU SHANE. dont think your name nicer than shaun then my heart would change hor.. :p

Argh.

2006-03-23T05:04:00.000-08:00

my fellow geisha is right. computer simply reminds me of work.

today is the worst day of my life babe.
now my disc spoilt le. info all byebye.
REDO. by midnight.

like, my life rocks. lUbBcHhxX m0ii lYf3. TODALLY.

i hope this is all worth it. like really really.

WEITINGGG <3

2006-03-21T08:06:00.000-08:00

baby! after iie think sHo long, i think what eUuU said totally makes sense. i lUbBcHhxX you. thanks for listening to mwEe complain! i think you understand me more than anyone else does cos you've been through dErhX same phase as me. thanks baby. i tried to push myself. but i think i really couldnt take it w0rx. sHo iie guess im gonna sleep now and have a good rest. IGNORE THE LAST PARAGRAPH OF THE PREVIOUS POST. i was sHo s+ooopiid and crazy to even come up with the idea m4nzZ. somemore now getting s!cKk le. tmr wake up to a brand new day THEN i start w0rKkx.

thanks, weiting. <3333!!!

Kampung GLAM!

2006-03-21T04:16:00.000-08:00

wheeehoooo! went to kampung GLAM with 308 today n3hXx! :D
so happy! i missed all of you mAhzZ. 308 really really r0rKkxX! cant stand it! TOTALLY OKAY. IIE LUBBCHXX ALL 0RFF EUUUZZZ W0RXXX.

okiieXx! start from when everyone assembled at foyer. we were so hAppiieXx to see each other! :D started talking and chatting and talking and chatting TODALLIEXX. my DEAR claire was like "ONE WEEK DONT HAVE YOU LEH!!!" yesyes, my love, I MISSED YOU TOO MANZ. tonight? :)

it felt frickin good to see all my fellow 308 babes! :D AHHHHH one week felt like one century! then when we got on the bus, yunting and olly olly orh (MY FANS) started taking pic of me. i knew it. i knew it long ago, babes. you ppl crush me s!aZz. DONT WORRY. im so nice, i will accept your LOVES! hee.

then when the woman spoke into the mike, NANA BABY AND I THOUGHT IT WAS SHARON SIOW!!! lol. for a moment i seriously thought that sharon siow's voice broke or sth. cos like, her voice not as low mAhx! lol. and both of us were like super startled mAnx.

okiiex basically i cant rmb where we went, what i learnt. so ANYWAY. i rmb going to istana w0rx. and there was this performance mAnz. and i lost my voice there :( shi shen OOPS i mean shi sheng! LOL i cant scream anymore, SO SAD NEHX.

oh and we went to the museum nehx. and i was damn freaked out by myself cos i thought pingfang aroused me la. i was totally staring into blank space and wondering why okiiex. THEN THEN THEN turn out that she doesnt arouse me at all! :D YAYYYY AT LEAST IM NORMAL. cos its like i realise i feel that same when everyone else does it to me.

ooh okay it started out with pingfang putting her arms around my waist. then i thought i was aroused w0rzZ. so i was freaked out!!! like totally!! then i told like practically the whole class then all of them had diff reactions. some were like OMG!!! some were like HAHA!!! haiya, but later i got yanyee and qiuping to put there arms aorund my waist. and i felt the same when pingfang put her arms around my waist. so its like YAYY! qiuping says its a sensitive spot thats why. TODALLY agree with you babe. NOW I FEEL MORE NORMAL UHUH!

so, pingfang. IM NOT INTERESTED IN YOU! pls la, we cannot have incest relationship! >.<

okay and then i kena gang raped by 2 red ants at the graveyard of the malay princes. super grossed out. i felt this sudden sharp pain in my stomach l0rx. then i lift up my shirt WHOOHOO ONE BIG FAT RED ANT! yucks! then after a while i felt another pain mAnZ. lift up shirt again ANOTHER RED ANT! freaky mAnzZ.

TODAY WAS FUN AND SLACK :D im totally looking forward to THURSDAY! bio fieldtrip! yay! shall bring my cam along :D

im planning to slp at 1am tonight babes. SOMEONE ACCOMPANY ME W0RZ. my aim. must finish all guides stuff before i go to slp tonight/tomorrow morning. like really really. i dont want it to stay on my mind anymore. get damn stressed when i think ABOURRIT, so i better finish before i slp, and i'll wake up to a BRAND NEW DAY. yesyes SO GUAI RIGHT! -takes bow-

TOTALLYYY

2006-03-20T01:32:00.000-08:00

oh gosh i t0dAlli3xX realise that MATH ASS 2 IS FRICKIN DUE TOMORROW! :( i dunno how to do A LOT A LOT of questions babe. ke yi teach wo or not! freaks, HOW HOW HOW. must hand in before LJ tomorrow OHMAAN. then i hand in with a lot of blank answers la! ~~mui eng~~ MRS ANG would kill me :( i better go sch earlier tomorrow to ask those clever babes!

ANYWAYZZZZ. doing joseph toh's work now. im sHo gUaiix. 50 vocab words from youth issue handouts! s!aNz! :\ hmm guess which article im at now! DOING THE UNTHINKABLE which totally features ANNABEL CHONG! hahaha! got a photo of her w0rXx. she looks so haggard nEhx. ~~ANY RG GIRL LOOKS BETTER THAN HER HINT HINT!~~ okay so she had sex with 251 men in 1995. i think she's totally brave please. and babe, she's from RG! haha is that good or bad? :D

"For although Annabel was brash and attention-seeking, she exuded the sort of confidence that took your breath away, whether it was radically interpreting poems in literature class or talking back to our expatriate tutors."

coolness. radically intepreting poems in literature class and talking back to expatriate tutors totally remind me of KOKYULING. no hint intended! i hope you're reading this, kok.

OKAY ENOUGH OF ANNABEL CHONG!
lol. by the way all of us passed first aid! to think i thought i would break the record and be the first to fail it. haha i got lowest in class for theory! 25/30. haiya but still pass la so who cares babe!

tomorrow going KAMPUNG GLAAAM SO GLAM! -stares at peiting- haha I MISS 308!

lUbbChHx aLL 0rFf EuUu m4nzZ.
i miss ALL OF YOU!
peiting's voice
natalia's flirtatious and honry actions (baby you get me all horny REALLY REALLY cant stand you sexaay!)
my danna claire who totally LOVES me (i love you too! -does the heart action-)
yunting's erm.. puma bag?
olly olly orh's lame and hilarious actions
pingfang's slaps and hits
zhiying's teachings on how to be a geisha
crystal's smile (but sadly you dont turn me on AWW jk la!)
jolene's HI XIAN!
sorna's CRAZY laghter
qiuping's huge appetitie (baby i love eating with you, sadly i cant eat you.)
elaine's act cute smile (but really cute lAhxX!)
yanyee's voice (BU DE BU AI!!)

AND MANY MANY MORE! cant continue le! later all 308 babes's names all down! hahaha miss eUuU aLL. t0dAllieZz :) CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW W0RXXX! <33333

lI4nzZ uN!+3xX!

2006-03-18T06:57:00.000-08:00

0kii3xX. d!sHh iShh g0Nn4 b3 a b3rii3x l!aN p0s+ w0rxXx! oHhmii3gAwdXx kA3xX. iie w0uLd tAk3 a fR!cKin l0oon9 tYm3 tUu f!ni$hh d!sHhx p0st nEhxX!

+0dA3x f!r$t a!d c0u$e wAs +ewiiebL3xX. iie wAs lYk3 sLeEp!n9 lAhxX! iie $eR!oUsLy tiiNk iie wUdd fAil t0morroW's t3sT nEhxX! dii3 lAhxX. hAv3nT $taRt3d $tUdY!n9 y3+ pw3aSeE! an!wAezZ iie wAnn4 c0mm3n+ eUuU iif eUuux hAf beEn tRy!n9 tUu rE4d d!shH p0s+ w0rx. eUuU r0rkxX! lUbBcHhxXx eUuUx nEhx!

g0rt a l0+ 0rFf sTuFF tUu d0 nEhxX! aa pR0po$aL, r$ pRoPo$al aNdd h0L hMwKk s!aZz! diieZz. bUt aNiwAezZ iie $hud s+aRt 0nn wOrkk n0w l4hxX! +hAnkKx fErr r3aD!n9 d!shh p0$t aNd r3mEmBerr, iie lUbBcHhx eUuUx f0RebA w0rx!

Convention Day 2

2006-03-15T07:58:00.000-08:00

yesterday was convention day 2, which marks the end of convention :(
MONT BLANC ROCKS BABE. TODALLY PLEASE. haha ~~staton~~ station games were preddy fun :D haha we were so frickin pro we managed to guess the word upon getting the first letter! after station games i dont know which grp had their BONUS hahaha :D got super wet. my socks and shoes were soaked with water :\ so basically marissa and i just went around bare footed for the rest of the day. better than wearing stinky socks and shoes!

then talentime prep our ROMEO & JULIET hahaha! :D super lame la but whatever! lunch rocked babe. we celebrated dearest weiting's bday. weiting baby iie LuBbcHhxXx eUuUxXx nEhXx! h4pPiiE bDa3z w0rz! HAHAH tell me you love me, weiting. <3

talentime was damn funny LOL. gays rock worx! :D closing ceremony was i dunno, indescribable. i miss mont blanc! really had fun with you all! kelly, jiehao, dharlynnie, ariel, gracia, wenyu, tammy, jun boon, weiliang, yunjun and shuren. thanks for everything! especially yunjun romeo and shuren juliet for acting so damn gay during talentime HAHAHA :D

then kok, yingching and eileen came to celebrate weiting's bday! weiting was so frickin touched AWW :) after that char, chermaine, eileen, nattay, nikhitha, kok, weiting, yingching and i went marshe to have dinner. yummy m4nzZ.

convention rocked la :D lUbcHxX aLL 0rFf eUuUx! <3

March Hols

2006-03-14T05:09:00.000-08:00

ooh we ended the term with swim carn on friday :)

heee. its like i went to school feeling like it wasnt a normal sch day. i dunno leh! it just didnt seem like a school day, considering there was swim carn later on. hahah OHWELL. had this physics test and i ponned around 15 minutes of it. went to the toilet and slept there. cant stand physics lessons SO BORING! :( dont understand anything la :'(

hahaha at swim carn i was like with gv yikie and joanne wong at the pool. and they were all swimming i felt super super tempted to go down. so i gave in to temptation and jumped into the pool in house shirt and culottes! hahaha SUPER SHUANG! yay! :D hahaha TARBET GOT THIRD ANYWAY :D

went out for dinner with cheryl and shihui at amk then went to collect my specs. um hmm then went home to pack for guides camp!

GUIDES CAMP <3>

so today was convention day 1. the shirt is BRIGHT ORANGE haha its long enough to be a skirt LOL. so im like in MONT BLANC (prounounced as MONT BLONK) yupyup kelly & jiehao as facillitators. hahaha trainings were fun la! i like mr glenn lim and uncle david :D

tomorrow got TALENTIME! but anyway.
YENLIN GEISHA I HOPE YOUR LEG IS GETTING BETTER! YOUR FELLOW GEISHA MISSES YOU LA! AND PLS TAKE CARE OF YOUR SEXY LEG COS IF NOT NOBODY WANNA BID FOR YOUR MIZUAGE. HAHA HAVE YOU GOT YOURSELF A DANNA YET? :D

Geisha.

2006-03-09T04:57:00.000-08:00

yenlin came my house jus now! took some AH LIAN photos on my phone and watched memoirs of geisha :D like, it was pretty sick and scandalous?!?! HAHAHA :p OHWELL. lol my sis is feeling traumatised cos she watched it with us and now she's super scared HOHOHO.

anyway actually got quite a lot of hmwk today BUT NO MORE TESTS so YAY YAY YAY YAY! :D love it baby. hmm honestly i dont feel like doing any hmwk or bringing anything to sch tmr cos its like got swim carn after sch! :D wheeehoooo!

super suay nowadays :( OHWELL. whatever it is, i like, accept my fate already hahaha. whatever will be, will be. the future's not ours to see! LOL. anyway me fully booked for march hols! no time to study/mug/catch up on hmwk (YESYES I KNOW I SUPER MUGGER YUP IF YOU HAVENT REALISED IM A FULL TIME NERDY MUGGER, MUGGER NERD :D) but OHWELL! i MUST and WILL have fun!

GOT LOADSA HOLS HMWK! urgh! bio, english, MATH. oh gosh. oh yeah anyway today was feeling SUPER SUPER TIRED AND SLEEPY during bio so i was like, doing BRAIN GYM :D the infinity 8! HOHOHO like it REALLY WORKS. seriously. i felt more energetic after that, most probably cos i was laughing at myself for being so spastic. OHWELL WHATEVER! :D

listening to BU DE BU AI now!
TIAN TIAN DOU XU YAO NI AI
WO DE XIN SI YOU NI CAI
I LOVE YOU
WO JIU SHI YAO NI RANG WO MEI TIAN DOU JING CAI!
english version is:
everyday i need your love
my heart for you to guess
i love you
i just need you to make my life colourful! :D

AHAHAHA FEELING SIAN NOW! :) still staring at ahlian photos on my phone... TSKTSK.

Ahhh!

2006-03-03T22:37:00.001-08:00

haiyo! got A LOT OF STUFF TO DO! mug for tests, and complete hmwk! stress lor! weekends are not very fun :\ founders day today and it didnt feel saturday. so weird! but anyway NATALIA AND JIAJUN SANG WELL. TABYY AND NICOLE WERE SO PRO. ZHENGNING WAS PREDDY. EVERYONE ROCKED! :D

super sian and tired today. oh yeah did i like talk abt the congress discussion yesterday? it rocked baby. its like we got to express all our dissatisfaction :) love it man! i hope the sch really takes them into account lor. heheheh.

im super scared for BIO AND CHINESE TESTS!!! :'( sigh. especially bio. it seems like theres so much to study! OH YA. i dont get chem and physics too! i think i'll just like flunk them. sigh. its like:
i dont wanna run away
but i cant take it
i dont understand!

omgosh la :( can like, someone TEACH me chem and/or physics like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BABE. i really really dont wanna flunk chem and physics! come to think of it, i kinda miss taytay. poodletay with shiny eye liner! heheheh!

looking forward to swim carn :) its like a good way to end the school term :D love it :D then GUIDES CAMP! wheeeehooooo! I AM TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!! especially outdoor cooking! heheheh!

ouch ouch i have this ulcer for many many days already :( very pain! urgh! and i still need to practise piano. sigh! :(

Ahhh!

2006-03-03T22:37:00.000-08:00

Yay!

2006-03-01T07:39:00.000-08:00

whoohooo! very super extremely absolutely HAPPY now! no more tests for this week! :D yay! can finally chill. so long time never blog lor. the olly olly orh say i never blog. now i blog la! :p

maybe i shld like, start on MONDAY.
wheee! monday first block was SS TEST. i offended miss pang :( jolene laine yanyee and i were like walking out of the hall then i was like "i bet later 15 minutes before the test she'll let us do brain gym!" and i didnt realise miss pang was just like, behind us! >.<>

by the way i really dunno why im blogging! got HMWK to do ok! like math and chem! aiya! NEHmind!

okok i really cannot rmb what happened on tuesday la! so NEHmind lor! skip go to WEDNESDAY = today! i can rmb! :D history test first block. miss lim said we're supposed to "keep our mouth shut" abt it! so i =X LOL. then it was math! she said she was gonna return us math test tomorrow.IM SO SO SO SCARED. we have like 5 failures in our class! sigh. ok now i cant rmb other stuff le! whats in my mind now is the SEX ED we had during cle! :D whoo! lol it was quite fun la! role play! :D so sexayyy LOL! shant elaborate!

HMMM. so bored now. dont feel like doing anything. there should be free blocks EVERYDAY! then it would be soooooo cool man :D

OH YA. i never talk about MY MOTTO!!!
my motto is
DO THEN DO LOR,
WONT DIE ONE
and
WRONG THEN WRONG LOR,
AT LEAST I TRIED.
AT MOST DO CORRECTIONS

arent they like totally INSPIRING! :D sheena and zhiying say one! :D wheeeeee!

Untitled!

2006-02-24T02:42:00.000-08:00

went to support badminton. supported nana baby and deborah tan la! rg won for both divs!

rushed back to sch for rs. discussed a bit with gv! was like complaining to her la. lubBcHxXx eUuxX w0rzZ! oh then went for physics i dont understand a single thing la! :( sigh miss siow was like asking me questions then i dunno what to answer.

this is next week's timetable!
monday - ss test
tuesday - i dunno! maybe do last minute mugging for history test
wednesday - history test
thursday - geisha training
friday - not sure also! mug for bio test?

by the way time is passing so fast. its like, week 8 is gonna be over soon! then ss and history test. hmm and then bio and chinese test. and then.. -drumrolls- MARCH HOLS! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee! after that, learning journey week! yay! slack again :D love it!

to hold you in my arms
to promise you, my love
to tell you from my heart
you're all i'm thinking of.

Think Thursday

2006-02-23T02:41:00.000-08:00

i dunno why the title is so random. but anywayxx. hahaha today was a LOOOOOONG day :( oh but claire my dana and i had fun during chem lab! :D hee. claire rocks lor. i promise to provide her proper service after my geisha training this coming thursday. she was like "then i can finally receive some proper service from you!" HEHEH! sure la! i promise you worx! ;)

chinese was boring (as usual) and i was practically falling asleep. after she left the class i immediately slept. whoohoo. love sleeping man. oh and social studies was not any better. dont really get what she talking about, and dont really care. so, ANYONE GONNA STUDY FOR SS TEST? COS ITS LIKE SOURCE BASED! and i dont really feel like studying for it! heheh.

oh gosh math was terrible! :( i was like falling alseep and pingfang scolded me lor. :'( you uh so disrespectful. not filial at ALL. i will disown you someday hor. pingfang chao random today. dunno whats her problem. halfway during lesson she was like "im hot." LIKE OKAY!!! heheh!

wheehoo. went for entertainers rehearsal after sch then hung arnd in sch with weiting :) saw weiling jiacong and tammy. sat arnd and laughed loudly as usual, then yenlin my fellow geisha came and put the whatever you call it inside my blouse so gross nehX!

and then we went home and now im like, SERIOUSLY DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING :( sick and tired! s!aNxXz.

irresistible.

So Super Stressed. ShuckS!

2006-02-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

whoohoo! geishian worx. :D haha decided to abandon the diaryx one la! its like so lousy, down for dunno how long le. tomorrow theres like this english test siaz. hope i wont screw it nehx.

booo. really so stressed nowadays. i know i should have treasured my sec one life. i miss slacking. but i think now really no chance to slack le. even if you want to, your conscience wont allow you to. at least for me la. of cos la, geishas all so guai one.

my life is just so screwed la. nothing's been in my way recently. i have been slping past midnight from cny until now. sigh :(

now everyone so stressed lor :( i have an idea. bring chocolates to sch everyday. (dont put them in your pokcets. they will just melt. put them in a container or something. for me i put it in this smal metal box) then right when you're sad or unhappy or simply sick and tired, EAT THOSE CHOCOLATES. cos chocolates make you feel good and happy. got endorphins worx. chocolates got 300 over chemicals that make you feel good and blahblah got loads of good effects :) it works! when i was on the bus today feelin so depressed i ate my chocolate. i felt a bit better heheh. maybe its psychological effect or something, i dunno. chocolates really rock la. without them i will just die, i think. heheh.

I'm Feeling You (Michelle Branch)
Sometimes, I imagine the world without you
But most times, i’m just so happy that i ever found you
It’s a complicated web, that you weave inside my head
So much pleasure with such pain
How we always, always stay the same

I’m feelin’ the way you cross my mind
And you save me in the nick of time
I’m ridin’ the highs, i’m diggin’ the lows
‘cause at least I feel alive
I’ve never faced so many emotional days
But my life is good
I’m feelin’ you
I’m feelin’ you

You go, and then i can finally breathe in
‘cause baby I know, in the end you’re never leavin’
Well we’re rarely ever sane, i drive you crazy and you do the same
But your fire fills my soul
And it wounds me up like no one knows

Oh I’m feelin’ the way that you cross my mind
And the way that you save me in the nick of time
Oh i’m feelin’ the way when you walk on by
I feel light, I feel love, I feel butterflies
I feel butterflies

i like this song! heheh.
good luck for english test everyone!